Suicide Awareness

Getting Closer

Wednesday I made dinner and I asked Joe to cut up a few pieces of chicken for the kids (Kai'Dyn, Riot, and TJ's niece and nephew). Well he cut up enough for me too. Then proceeded to make a funny remark about how he used to cut up mine and Zane's meat so he might… Continue reading Getting Closer

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It’s Still July

Not even two weeks into July... I'm not taking this month too well. Every morning is hard. Every night is equally difficult. Even Mia is acting strange. I would say I can't explain it but oh I sure can. The scattered showers are a repeat of a year ago. The thunder scares Mia. I couldn't… Continue reading It’s Still July

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335

"The trouble is, you think you have time." ~Buddah I talked to a friend about going to a place where we had never been before, Key West. New memories. She was right, it was a great start to healing for Joe and I. Everywhere I turned I didn't want to cry because we had experienced… Continue reading 335

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Broken Pieces in Broken Places

“The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.” ― Ernest Hemingway This is more than true. The world breaks EVERYONE. But some of us "look" strong in front of the world. I had a nice talk with a friend who is grieving for her sister. We are hurting more than… Continue reading Broken Pieces in Broken Places

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Know His Soul

Some things just are not the same thing. Black vs white. Night vs day. Sweet tea vs unsweetened tea. Your son off at college whom you haven't seen in a few months vs never seeing your son alive again. Not the same. I know, giving people the benefit of the doubt, that sometimes they do… Continue reading Know His Soul

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Butterfly Love

Last week we finally got some of Zane's belongings back from the police. I needed his phone... apparently someone decided to hack into his snap chat and Instagram accounts. It took me two days to open the envelope but I did it. I was able to change the passwords temporarily and hopefully that will work… Continue reading Butterfly Love