I’m not sure who is having more fun with our family’s emotions/physical beings…God or Satan. This ‘Ring Around the Rosie’ game is getting old and I’m dizzy. The last 4 years have been nothing but broken hearts, headaches, sleepless nights, and so much anguish. I can hear the two laughing in my head. Why do you hate us so much God? Why do you allow Satan to do these things? As a Christian, I am asking, praying for help. I give myself to you, just help in some way. Joe and I can’t take any more.
How do you repair something that is already broken? You can’t. Hard lesson to learn. But we tried. Joe and I loved endlessly. Especially Joe. He held the world in his hands. I guess Joe gave too much. We tried to help. Sometimes love, stability, food and a healthy clean home isn’t enough. A broken glass when you glue it back together is still a broken glass. The cracks will forever be visible. Not even God can mend something so shattered.
Not all is fair in this world, we learned this starting 7/26/17 at 5ish in the evening. The WORST day of our lives. A few days later we endured the second worst day of our lives when we put our 16 year old son in the ground to NEVER see him again. Never. 2021 has added to the misery. If you need a punching bag, Joe and I are for rent…we seem to be on the “Hit Us While We’re Down” billboard for God and Satan. Daniel and Adrianna too 💔.
The laughing continues…
‘He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.’ Psalm 147:3