When Daniel smiles, I see Zane smile. I cry. I miss him so much. Daniel doesn't smile very much anymore. He has a sad soul. His soul is sad like his mom's. But when he does, oh it lights up the sky in the darkest night. A black room turns white. My mood turns completely… Continue reading My Kryptonite
Category: Suicide Awareness
Like No Other
Still November. Still supposed to be thankful. Still hard. But I'm glad I have my support groups on FB. I read another post the other day. It was actually a post of another post. Here's what it said..."This will be a loss like no other, a grief all it's own. Do not expect others to… Continue reading Like No Other
DNA
Sunday at my usual visit to Zane, I took a drive around the cemetery after I had my talk. I came down the road where the pavilion is that we had the outside ceremony of the funeral service. We had to have it there instead of the burial site because of the heavy rain we… Continue reading DNA
Just Need to Talk
Every Sunday morning I go see Zane after the gym. Sometimes I just stand, sometimes I sit, other times I talk. This time I had a full on conversation. Why. Why are bad things happening to us again? I asked Zane to protect his daddy. As I was leaving the cemetery this song came on...… Continue reading Just Need to Talk
Infinity
Who will you love "to infinity and beyond?" I know. I read a sweet post on one of my FB pages. A fellow mom went to a wedding where the bride and groom wrote their own vows. Instead of saying "till death do us part" they said "to infinity and beyond". Why?? Because I promise… Continue reading Infinity
Sucker Punched
"A lot of people will say the wrong thing. We have to believe their intention was to not hurt you. To me, those people who avoid me is worse. They don’t want to ruin their day, so avoiding me is convenient I guess. At least some will say the wrong words attempting to comfort." This… Continue reading Sucker Punched
#stopsuicide
"Get Up" (parts of) by Shinedown "...I know you're clinging to the light of day To tell you everything's a-okay A medication don't do much Yeah, it just numbs the brain..... ....If you were ever in doubt Don't sell yourself short, you might be bulletproof Hard to move mountains when you're paralyzed But you gotta… Continue reading #stopsuicide
