Suicide Awareness

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It's amazing how many moments in time there are that set me off. A word, a song, a picture, a sound, a movie, a color, a texture, etc. It never ends. The result can vary anywhere from a smile, a stare into space, a tear, or a full on need-a-tissue-because-my-eyes-are-exploding. But I have to admit… Continue reading 3%

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Call Me…

This morning at the gym one of my favorite songs started to play. Read the lyrics carefully... 'Call Me' By Shinedown "Wrap me in a bolt of lightning Send me on my way still smiling Maybe that's the way I should go Straight into the mouth of the unknown I left the spare key on… Continue reading Call Me…

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207 Days of 2017

Before July 26th my good memories are slowly coming back to me. So before you start reading this post, beware...you might smile. It's a long post. I hope you read it to the end. Its taken me a few days to write. Enjoy and Happy New Year. This blog post should be about new beginnings.… Continue reading 207 Days of 2017

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Five 1-800-273-8255

Do you still have your tonsils? Do you still have your wisdom teeth? I don't. Have you had C-sections? A hysterectomy? Laser eye surgery? Root canal? Have you had brain surgery to take out a chunk of your skull? First vertebrae removed? Have you had 22 Botox injections? Twice? Nerve blocks? Nerve burning? Occipital injections?… Continue reading Five 1-800-273-8255

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Double déjà vu

Zeagan has officially turned two years old. Without his uncle. Joe's 24 year old cousin was in a car accident early Saturday morning and didn't make it. Again, Joe had to race home from work 3 hours away. Another mom has lost her baby boy. Angie and Jamie had to wake up Sunday morning knowing… Continue reading Double déjà vu

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So Far Away

Christmas should be fun and exciting. Christmas should be about love. But he's so far away. Every day is getting harder. The waves are crashing against the rocks like my emotions are crashing against my heart. These firsts are a joke. So far away. "Never feared for anything Never chained but never free A light… Continue reading So Far Away

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I have….*sigh*

In the check out line at Walmart the other day I broke down. At Walmart of all places. Yu-Gi-Oh cards to my right. Ugh. Zane used to love those things. He would beg for them each time we would go to Walmart. And of course being the sucker I was, I always said yes. Damn… Continue reading I have….*sigh*